Well, I need to get something off my chest. I have seen this on Facebook by a couple of people. They put status's up that say that gym is very busy at the start of the new year and it is because all the "fatties" are there and they will only be there for a couple of weeks and then be gone. It breaks my heart to see that. I know that people think they are being funny when they say that but truly, is it? My thing is, alot of people at the new year wanna change things about themselves. So, lets take a 400 lb woman. She goes to the gym every morning and she she struggles because she wants to look like the other girls who are working out next to her but she knows she has a long long road. The 150 girl works out next to the 400 lb girl and thinks, "oh she is just a fatty, she will be gone in two weeks". I just don't think this is positive. What do you people want. To work out with two treadmills. Why does it matter who is next to you. Shouldn't you be happy for all the people who are working out and changing their lives. So here is the challenge, stop judging us for being at the gym. Everyone has a story. Be the change you want to see in your life! Help out the person next you who is struggling. Maybe she just needs someone to believe in her. To you guys that have said that, shame on you.

Ok now that I got that off my chest, I am in week two and struggling.  I have not cheated and honestly have no desire to at all. Heather has been my biggest challenge. I have had to tell her no fast food a couple of times. I just can't handle going to fast food right now even I stay in my points because the temptation to cheat is way way to high to go outside of my points. I find myself saying, ' I don't need to work out because I lost nine pounds and even if I don't work out this week, I will still lose weight." I need to kick that thought right in the ASS. So, today I will work out so I feel better. I think I am PMSING bad! I find myself crying today for nothing and I know this part I always cheat. I am emotional of just wanna EAT EAT EAT!!

The biggest loser is very good this season! I love watching it!I used to be fat this week, also made me cry! That will be my saying, :I USED TO BE FAT:.

........just waiting and working hard to hear that come out of my mouth....